Monday, April 6, 2009
messed up life.
wat im having now is kind of too much. too much for me to handle. too much of everything except money. haha. i had too many guys, too much free time, too much sleep, too much food. i didnt wanted things to turn out dis way. its going like mad. and i'll actually pass e virus to anyone close to me. may be to others, i seems to have a really enjoyable life. but dis is not wat i really wanted. i'm a very simple person. but i just dont look like one. i mean u cant judge a book by its cover ah. hmmm i just wan dat certain someone, a down-to-earth job and better health. i think dats all i want to be contented.
im always too greedy in e past. i've learn to be contented now. hmmm, but things don always go e way we wanted. so im gonna make all this happen. i always believed in this quote, ' happiness is in one's hands '. fight for ur own happiness. knowing dat u've done ur best, done ur part, u're nt going to regret it in anyway. =)
anyway dere's this certain guy dat i just knew like a week ago. he's really very nice and very very sweet. i seriously enjoyed his company. and im gonna spend most of my weekends with him. dats really make me so excited and nervous at e same time. haha. this time, im nt going for one dat i'll always go for in e past. this certain guy, he's very diff from any of my ex. so hoping deep down things will work out fine.
work has nt been really great. i hate my night job now. seriously alot. im gonna find another night job asap and quit this one. its really killing me. hmmm thinking of may be back to a waitress? think dats e only choice. anyone got lobang pls let me know~
wat im having now is kind of too much. too much for me to handle. too much of everything except money. haha. i had too many guys, too much free time, too much sleep, too much food. i didnt wanted things to turn out dis way. its going like mad. and i'll actually pass e virus to anyone close to me. may be to others, i seems to have a really enjoyable life. but dis is not wat i really wanted. i'm a very simple person. but i just dont look like one. i mean u cant judge a book by its cover ah. hmmm i just wan dat certain someone, a down-to-earth job and better health. i think dats all i want to be contented.
im always too greedy in e past. i've learn to be contented now. hmmm, but things don always go e way we wanted. so im gonna make all this happen. i always believed in this quote, ' happiness is in one's hands '. fight for ur own happiness. knowing dat u've done ur best, done ur part, u're nt going to regret it in anyway. =)
anyway dere's this certain guy dat i just knew like a week ago. he's really very nice and very very sweet. i seriously enjoyed his company. and im gonna spend most of my weekends with him. dats really make me so excited and nervous at e same time. haha. this time, im nt going for one dat i'll always go for in e past. this certain guy, he's very diff from any of my ex. so hoping deep down things will work out fine.
work has nt been really great. i hate my night job now. seriously alot. im gonna find another night job asap and quit this one. its really killing me. hmmm thinking of may be back to a waitress? think dats e only choice. anyone got lobang pls let me know~
