Monday, April 20, 2009
day to relax.
argh. damn annoying. check dis 2 profiles out. profiles.friendster.com/pinky1980 and www.facebook.com/home.php#/s.php?k=100000080&id=1099028884&sid=3c286ef36aa14d8c2b7618cf7f4869ee . dis both is just not me. i'm NOURENE LIAW !! pls dont think dat she's me. thanks ppl.
went for dinner with parents at jp. went fairprice to buy all my needies. =D the day to start enjoying at hm. bought all time favourite icecream and beers.
my silly baby had a tiring day today. had tons of work which he didnt manage to complete. he really give his best to work. but not me ! sobs ~ but no worries, i truly understand how much u wanted to prove urself. * i'll always support u in watever u do. *
let's recap e weekend.
had a tiring weekend. was helping cobin with his car carnival at the F1 pit. damn sunny. really had much fun. hope to have more such events. didnt go there to be vase k ! we did helped out. it was fun with ram around too !
argh. damn annoying. check dis 2 profiles out. profiles.friendster.com/pinky1980 and www.facebook.com/home.php#/s.php?k=100000080&id=1099028884&sid=3c286ef36aa14d8c2b7618cf7f4869ee . dis both is just not me. i'm NOURENE LIAW !! pls dont think dat she's me. thanks ppl.
went for dinner with parents at jp. went fairprice to buy all my needies. =D the day to start enjoying at hm. bought all time favourite icecream and beers.
my silly baby had a tiring day today. had tons of work which he didnt manage to complete. he really give his best to work. but not me ! sobs ~ but no worries, i truly understand how much u wanted to prove urself. * i'll always support u in watever u do. *
let's recap e weekend.
had a tiring weekend. was helping cobin with his car carnival at the F1 pit. damn sunny. really had much fun. hope to have more such events. didnt go there to be vase k ! we did helped out. it was fun with ram around too !
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
my baby shaun~
okay, have to admit. he really look smart in uniform. haha. really kind of miss him.
**Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too'
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me.
miss him singing dis song~
i'm sorry baby, didnt mean to make u angry today.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Baby boy~
SHAUN HENG, my dearest baby boy now. really really hope this time things turn out real fine. i'm so sick of starting all over again ler. so wish dat he'll really be the last.
this time, i'll cherish him well and learn from all my past mistakes. i don wanna lose him becos of my stupid mistakes again.
anyway, received a lawyer letter from mdis. really super stress up. althought i've stop attending classes but i didnt file for a withdrawal so they wanted me to pay the remaining course fee. so i'm paying 4k plus for buying an empty seat in school? wat kind of stupid school rule is this. really piss off. any suggestion abt this anyone? pls let me know how to handle this.
seems really hard to get back my stuff from jimmy. dunno wats holding him back. hmmm, rain even told me dat jimmy told dem i'm still crazily in love with him. really so funny. haha.
work has been very bad. lesser and lesser schedule. kind of fucked up. next week gg oversea ler den things cork up dis way. haiyo!
might have to postpone my thai trip. thai now is in such a chaos. hais. waited for this trip for so long ler den now like dat. damn suay la. argh!
SHAUN HENG, my dearest baby boy now. really really hope this time things turn out real fine. i'm so sick of starting all over again ler. so wish dat he'll really be the last.
this time, i'll cherish him well and learn from all my past mistakes. i don wanna lose him becos of my stupid mistakes again.
anyway, received a lawyer letter from mdis. really super stress up. althought i've stop attending classes but i didnt file for a withdrawal so they wanted me to pay the remaining course fee. so i'm paying 4k plus for buying an empty seat in school? wat kind of stupid school rule is this. really piss off. any suggestion abt this anyone? pls let me know how to handle this.
seems really hard to get back my stuff from jimmy. dunno wats holding him back. hmmm, rain even told me dat jimmy told dem i'm still crazily in love with him. really so funny. haha.
work has been very bad. lesser and lesser schedule. kind of fucked up. next week gg oversea ler den things cork up dis way. haiyo!
might have to postpone my thai trip. thai now is in such a chaos. hais. waited for this trip for so long ler den now like dat. damn suay la. argh!
Monday, April 6, 2009
messed up life.
wat im having now is kind of too much. too much for me to handle. too much of everything except money. haha. i had too many guys, too much free time, too much sleep, too much food. i didnt wanted things to turn out dis way. its going like mad. and i'll actually pass e virus to anyone close to me. may be to others, i seems to have a really enjoyable life. but dis is not wat i really wanted. i'm a very simple person. but i just dont look like one. i mean u cant judge a book by its cover ah. hmmm i just wan dat certain someone, a down-to-earth job and better health. i think dats all i want to be contented.
im always too greedy in e past. i've learn to be contented now. hmmm, but things don always go e way we wanted. so im gonna make all this happen. i always believed in this quote, ' happiness is in one's hands '. fight for ur own happiness. knowing dat u've done ur best, done ur part, u're nt going to regret it in anyway. =)
anyway dere's this certain guy dat i just knew like a week ago. he's really very nice and very very sweet. i seriously enjoyed his company. and im gonna spend most of my weekends with him. dats really make me so excited and nervous at e same time. haha. this time, im nt going for one dat i'll always go for in e past. this certain guy, he's very diff from any of my ex. so hoping deep down things will work out fine.
work has nt been really great. i hate my night job now. seriously alot. im gonna find another night job asap and quit this one. its really killing me. hmmm thinking of may be back to a waitress? think dats e only choice. anyone got lobang pls let me know~
wat im having now is kind of too much. too much for me to handle. too much of everything except money. haha. i had too many guys, too much free time, too much sleep, too much food. i didnt wanted things to turn out dis way. its going like mad. and i'll actually pass e virus to anyone close to me. may be to others, i seems to have a really enjoyable life. but dis is not wat i really wanted. i'm a very simple person. but i just dont look like one. i mean u cant judge a book by its cover ah. hmmm i just wan dat certain someone, a down-to-earth job and better health. i think dats all i want to be contented.
im always too greedy in e past. i've learn to be contented now. hmmm, but things don always go e way we wanted. so im gonna make all this happen. i always believed in this quote, ' happiness is in one's hands '. fight for ur own happiness. knowing dat u've done ur best, done ur part, u're nt going to regret it in anyway. =)
anyway dere's this certain guy dat i just knew like a week ago. he's really very nice and very very sweet. i seriously enjoyed his company. and im gonna spend most of my weekends with him. dats really make me so excited and nervous at e same time. haha. this time, im nt going for one dat i'll always go for in e past. this certain guy, he's very diff from any of my ex. so hoping deep down things will work out fine.
work has nt been really great. i hate my night job now. seriously alot. im gonna find another night job asap and quit this one. its really killing me. hmmm thinking of may be back to a waitress? think dats e only choice. anyone got lobang pls let me know~
