heartache.

he can no longer stand me, no longer take my attitude. tats it. game over. i tried my best to save this r/s but cant. really felt very painful. i don wanna lost him.

am i really a failure? or is there really a problem me? he said i'm not understanding enough. may be to him, i'm really not trying hard enough. but for me, i'm already giving my best. i'm just so spoilt.

may be its really time for me to reflect and change. really cant stop my tears from falling, my heart from aching. no more birthday surprise, thailand trip and all our future plannings. really didnt want things to end up this way.

but our distance is really getting further. is it really my doings? he said, we can only be frens or may be only suitable to be frens. he said we can never ever be tgt again, he's very tired already. my heart really fell from a damn high point. it can never be mend or should i say all dis is my own doings? i really don deserve him?

i really just hope we can start all over again. i'll never ask for anything more.

baby, pls come back to me.