Tuesday, January 20, 2009
stormy weather
kind of fine now. no more break ups. got back tgt le.
but its still dark skies. just like those after a heavy rain.
hopefully, rainbow will appear after e sun shine.
just praying deep down, everything will be fine.
Monday, January 19, 2009
truly disappointed.
i dunnoe wats wrong with me. i seems to be finding faults with him. but i really really cannot accept it.
WE'VE BROKEN OFF. for gurls dat are waiting for this chance, congrats!
have to cancel everything, every little thing. our thailand trip, my birthday gathering, his suprise birthday party, valentine's present. every single thing is going off my calender.
really hurts. esp someone dat u've so much plans ahead with.
its really a very weak relationship. it can stand no storms, no waves. how far can it go if dats the case?
quarrelled for one full day. am really really tired. but just cant get to sleep. doesnt want to stay at hm too.
i really do cherish him. but does he? may be its really time to let go.
i dunnoe wats wrong with me. i seems to be finding faults with him. but i really really cannot accept it.
WE'VE BROKEN OFF. for gurls dat are waiting for this chance, congrats!
have to cancel everything, every little thing. our thailand trip, my birthday gathering, his suprise birthday party, valentine's present. every single thing is going off my calender.
really hurts. esp someone dat u've so much plans ahead with.
its really a very weak relationship. it can stand no storms, no waves. how far can it go if dats the case?
quarrelled for one full day. am really really tired. but just cant get to sleep. doesnt want to stay at hm too.
i really do cherish him. but does he? may be its really time to let go.
Friday, January 16, 2009
really tired.
Been real lazy to blog. Body was weak this few days.
Keep getting drunk very easily.
Today off, so decided to stay at home to rest.
Spring cleaning for my room is TODAY! Damn tiring.
New year is round the corner. So is my birthday.
Feels weird abt it. Not as excited as before.
Maybe its cause i'm not in the same situation anymore. I dont know!
Really really hope things turn out well for me this year.
Been real lazy to blog. Body was weak this few days.
Keep getting drunk very easily.
Today off, so decided to stay at home to rest.
Spring cleaning for my room is TODAY! Damn tiring.
New year is round the corner. So is my birthday.
Feels weird abt it. Not as excited as before.
Maybe its cause i'm not in the same situation anymore. I dont know!
Really really hope things turn out well for me this year.